Sunday, December 17, 2017

Way to live..

I try to remember when I did get boredom last time, I couldn’t remember. What makes my life interesting to myself? Staying conscious of myself and paying attention to the simple things  makes life very interesting everyday. Every single day, after taking shower, I sit down, close my eyes and just watch myself. These days I’m enquiring “who am I?”. I learn a lot about myself. Self study is very fulfilling.

In this process, I disidentify myself from emotions, thoughts, intellect, body etc and develop a deeper appreciation for my life. It’s such a joy from self which can’t be expressed in words. There are no inner conflicts. Very very peaceful. No complaints about life. When I do a physical stretch, there is a beautiful sense of balance between mind, body and spirit. It feels like I’m enough into myself.

There are one million things going wrong in society. What can I do to change that? Nothing is in my control. I don’t have power to change any of that. At least I can bring order within myself and eliminate any problem from my side to this world. Life order brings peace and confidence. I feel this world needs lots of peaceful people. Kids need strong examples to live life passionately.

Having said that, I feel disheartening sometimes when I see parents irresponsibly inflicting their weakness to kids. Very very few parents look at themselves and ask how well they are doing as parents? Many of them has inner conflicts, anxiety, ego, fear, emotional imbalance but none of them consider that as problem but expect their kids to do well somehow. It’s insanely crazy. Kids will learn a lot from their parents both good and bad. They can feel the energy of the parents. As a society, we put a lot of focus on accomplishments but very little focus on inner wellbeing.

I think any accomplishment with lots of stress is a failure. There is a systematic way to live and deal with things. I think it’s essential to teach this way in home and school. Just taking time to look at oneself is simple and essential but it becomes a rare thing.